Today is a sad day and we went to attend one old professor's memorial service.

It is the first time for me to attend a memorial service and I was filled with emotion.

At the funeral parlour I have seen many women who were bawling and seemed to die.

It occur to me a poem named "a cat with a million lives".One of my fellows said I have reincarnation eyes but I can't be sure of it.I am always eager to know what have happened to me but I have never really!

Now when I was stangding at a funeral parlour I am afraid to see the body of the dead.I doubt if I have reincarnation eyes or not.

I was lost in << DITAN AND I>>of Shi Tiesheng when I was a junior high school student.Death?Heaven?I was once surprised to get too much fragments of thought in Shi's essay and now I realized faced with true death any kind of language would lost it magic power.

As it's known to everyone, the god will laugh at either of human being's so called thoughts.

Death is the biggest truth.But all the truths are only reflection of outside world in one's own brain.Death is also too personal problem, which mostly depends on your attitude .When I thought of death ,many literature ran into my head ,such as <<gaze affectionately after the departing dear>>、<<life and death?>> and even the poem named "a cat with a million lives".

A fantasy came into my brain:if I have a million lives!If everyone has a million lives.What will you care and what will you cherrish?At this moment I seems to have known what the author wants to tell us by the poem named "a cat with a million lives".Maybe this poem give a another reincarnation eye.

Is there the heaven in the world?Does everyone have one life?Who knowns?If the answers are nice why did you cry for the dead?

If I have a million lives I will be ready to be myself constantly,cherrish every kind of life and every friend who passed by me.Say goodbye to the dead and be sure there will be heaven in their world.

Enclosed:

Walter Savage Lander【English poet】I strove with none/for none was worth my strife; / Nature I loved, and next to Nature, Art; / I warm’d both hands before the fire of Life; / It sinks / I am ready to depart

杨绛译文(《杨绛散文》卷首题词)：我和谁都不争，和谁争我都不屑； 我爱大自然，其次就是艺术；我双手烤着，生命之火取暖；火萎了，我也准备走了。”

龙应台：目送--我慢慢地、慢慢地了解到，所谓父女母子一场，只不过意味着，你和他的缘分就是今生今世不断地在目送他的背影渐行渐远。你站立在小路的这一端，看着他逐渐消失在小路转弯的地方，而且，他用背影默默告诉你：不必追。