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来自心怿的诗 (4)

已有 2033 次阅读 2010-1-6 18:28 |个人分类:fiction|系统分类:诗词雅集| SCI

        “不,我不能就这样死去!”


残留的意念在我的脑中顽强地呼喊着,但是身体却不可避免地在时空中飘落,飘落;


蒙蒙气感已经拂过鼻尖。全身开始发麻,内视中,似乎有无数道蓝光轻轻地刺入皮肤。再向天目穴看去,眼前一亮,一轮耀眼的太阳射入,突然感觉好痛,如烈火在灼烧着前额。

 


我被这一疼痛所刺激,精神略略一振,强行挣开双眼,疑惑地看看四周。

 


“这是哪里?”

 


       清风微拂着,却吹不断那空气中漫漫的迷雾。漫漫的迷雾如人的愁绪,扯不断,理还乱,  浓厚地无情地遮蔽着一切,让人只能看到两、三米远,所在之处似乎是一片旷野。这里还是我的家乡西方城吗?

 


我一边想着一边挥手赶着雾气,然后随便找了个方向,摸索着前行。没有走两步,突然被绊了一下。趴到地面上仔细一看,发现居然是空空的。这是不是在梦境啊,我疑惑地想着。

 


“有人吗?”

 


我大声喊叫,声音在空旷的空间中回响不断,传到老远,远处似乎有风铃的声音回应。有回应声,好像有人?我赶紧大步地朝着有回应声的地方跑去。


地面的曲线开始有了高低起伏地变化。前边刚刚传来了水波声,一片深蓝色的湖泊就突然在眼前出现,周围波涟荡漾,鱼儿潜跃,湖边的水草也脉脉地荡漾着深蓝的色彩。


站在湖边,我立刻感觉到喉咙有着不可克服的干渴,赶紧飞快地蹲身捧水,一饮而尽。一道清凉立即遍散全身,感觉为之一振。


再看看四方,弥漫的雾气已经稀薄,然而湖的对面依稀缥茫。侧耳倾听,除了波涟水声,再无其它的声音,连风声也似乎静止了。


我轻叹一声,再次疑惑自己是在梦中。但遍体清凉的感觉确实是这么的真实:“我到底在哪里呢?难道真是在梦中?“


我展开双手作飞行状,从心底呈现着一个经验判断,如果是在梦中的话,通常我能够飞起来,这是我长期梦中的经历。


但是身形刚提气腾起,却不可控制地坠进了湖边的水里,心中倒是肯定自己不是在梦中。


湖水幽深寒冷,我拼命挣扎着,居然奇迹般地爬到了一个湖岸,沮丧地站起来,突然间前面金光耀眼,热浪袭身,眼前是一片广阔的沙漠。


“怎么可能?”


我大叫着回头再看,只见后面也是广阔无边的蓝黄沙世界,除了烈焰蒸腾的沙漠,哪里还有烟波浩淼的湖泊?


我觉得自己慢行在浩瀚无边的沙海中,所见之处皆是连绵无边的蓝黄色沙烁。蓝天上烈日也是蓝黄色,沙海上热气蒸腾。极目所见,看不见任何其它颜色,没有风,没有任何活动的东西,这个世界一片死寂,仿佛进入了蓝黄色的地狱中。


流沙柔软,踩上去毫无力道,软绵绵地。每前进一步,几乎都要使上全身的力气。


往前走,不能停下。

 

我告诫着自己,勉强撑起又累又乏的身体,向前艰难地走去。一步一步,向前延伸。


不知过了多长时间,我擦了擦额头上的汗,然后手搭在眼眉毛上,望向高挂在中天的太阳。走了这么久的路,这太阳似乎凝固在空中,还是那样地散发着烈焰。真是一片奇异的世界,太阳怎么不下落呢?


  我实在是走不动了,停住脚望着一望无际的蓝黄色,没有一丝白云也没有一只飞鸟,只好无奈地坐在沙丘上。

"No, I can't die like this!"

 

The remnant thoughts in my brain tenaciously shouted, but the body inevitably fell in time and space, falling ... ...

 

The sense of sensibility had past the tip of the nose. The whole body began to numb, and in the inner vision, there seemed to be innumerable blue light that penetrated the skin gently. Looking at the Tianmu acupoint again, a bright light shines and a dazzling sun shines into it. Suddenly I feels like a pain, as burning fire on the forehead.

 

I was stimulated by this pain, my spirit was a little bit, I forcibly opened my eyes and looked around in confusion.

 

“Where is this?”

 

Breeze slightly blows, however it can not tear and cut constantly messy fog. Spread fog as one depress pull constantly and is tangled, and relentlessly thickly shaded everything, this let one only find out two or three meters away, where the location seems to be a wilderness. Is here still my home-town, the Western City?

 

While I was thinking of waving the fog, I casually found a direction and groped forward. Did not take two steps, I suddenly was stunned. Then I took a closer look on the ground, and found that it is empty. Whether it is in the dream I am puzzled to think about this.

 

“Is there anyone here?”

 

I shouted loudly, and the sound echoed in the empty space. It spread far and wide, and there seemed to be a response from the wind chimes in the distance. There is a response, as if someone? I quickly rushed to the place where there was a response.

 

The ground curve began to fluctuate. Just before the sound of water waves came in, a dark blue lake suddenly appeared in front of the eyes, the waves rippled around, the fish leapt forward, and the water grass beside the lake also wafted with dark blue colors.


Standing by the lake, I immediately felt that my throat had an insurmountable thirst, and I hurriedly squatted down and held water. A cool moment spreads all over the body and it feels like a refreshing.

 

Look at around directions again, the diffuse fog is thin, but the opposite of the lake is vague. Listening to the ear, in addition to the sound of waves, there are no other sounds, and even the wind seems to be still.

 

I sighed once more, wondering whether I was dreaming again. But the feeling of being cool is really true: "where am I?" Is it really in a dream? "

 

I spread my hands in a flight-like, showing an experience from the bottom of my heart. If it is in my dream, I can usually fly. This is my long-term dream experience.

 

However, just to move Qi to go up stature, I could not be controlled falling into the lake of water, mind sure I am not in the dream.

 

The lake was so deep and cold that I struggled desperately. I was miraculously climbing up a lake and stood up in frustration. Suddenly, the gold was shining in front of my eyes. The heat wave struck me. A vast desert was in front of me.

 

“How could that be?”

 

I yelled and looked back. I saw a vast blue sand world behind. In addition to the desert where the flames transpired, where were the lakes that were turbulent?


I felt as if I am walking slowly in the boundless sand sea. What I see everywhere is endless blue and yellow sand. In the blue sky, the hot sun is also blue and yellow, and the sea is hot and transpirationd. Seeing everything in sight, seeing no other colors, no winds, and no activities, the world is as dead as if it has entered the blue-yellow hell.

 

The quicksand is soft, and there is no power to step on, soft and soft. Every time I went forward, I almost had to put the effort on my body.

 

“Move forward, can not stop.”

 

I warned myself, barely hold up my tired body, and walked hard ahead. Step by step, extend forward.

 

I do not know how long, I wiped the sweat on my forehead, and then put my hand on the eyebrows, looking at the sun hanging high in the sky. After walking for such a long time, the sun seems to freeze in the air, and it still emits flames. What a strange world, how can the sun not fall?

 

I am really exhausted to walk, and stop looking at the endless expanse of blue and yellow colors, there is no trace of clouds or a bird. I had no choice but to sit on the sand dunes.


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