Dear Paul,

I woke up this morning and wrote your name in the sand. I've done that on every beach I've been on ever since I met you. But I'm not going to do it again. I'm ready to move on.

I have only another 300 miles left to walk, I'm desperate for it to be over. but I am terrified, too. When I'm done, I'll only have two dimes to my name, but I'll have to start living. And I'm nowhere near ready.

 疫情的终点，我看到了！但我真的不知道他到底带着什么使命来的！我的亲人要离开这个世界了，刚刚问询所有能够问询的渠道，问亲人去世可否奔丧，大家都说不行，上海人现在就是瘟神......我不能组织我的家庭，去看她最后一眼，并由此凝聚起家族生生不息的力量，让我们有信心走过一切灾难......

时代的悲剧，我的悲情，Cheryl Strayed从美国南端走向北端，穿过4000多公里的Pacific Crest Trail（太平洋山脊小径），然后通过Wild: From Lost to Found on the Pacific Crest Trail来疗伤，我被封控在校园，如何治愈我自己和我的家族？