this morning, I touched a lump in my chest when I had shower......stomach cancer! it was the first signal that come to my mind.

I was nervious, however I was calm, I touched  it throughly and tried to figure out it was benigh or malign, it was a little bit pain, but not very much, just a little bit sore. it should not be a bone since it was not very hard, and it was different from the other ribs. it should be something in my stomach or something under my skin. I just drank a lot medicine, was it the medicine that still in my stomach? It could be something bad...... if it was something under my skin, probably it was a bad sign......

Anyway, I should see a doctor. then I went to my GP and told the receiptor that I am a cancer survivor and I touched something this morning. the receiptor then make an urgent appointment with a doctor to me.

half an hour later, a nurse called me in and she also touched a lump, and she arranged me to lie in her bed and asked a doctor to see what it was.

it turns out sify Sternum, normal anatomy!

I really admire myself, cancer become something that is lurked in a concer of my life, but I can handle it calmly.